Alrighty, well, this is my personal blog. I will never use real names. I will not post a picture of my face, however, I will post picture of my body to show my progress and such. If you read the description, you know that I am, in fact, pregnant. I will not be trying to lose weight until I give birth because at this moment, my unborn child's life is the most important thing to me. He has a brain malformation and he may not live past birth, but he is being adopted because I cannot financially support him. He was conceived through rape, but I love this little boy with all my heart. My due date is April 24th.
This blog is going to be used for me to escape my life and talk about it. It will also be my food log and diary. Last May, I was seeing a therapist for anxiety and EDNOS. However, we couldn't afford the sessions anymore and I wasn't ready to recover from EDNOS. I am 16 years old. I am a vegetarian. I am 5'9. My current weight is 164 lbs. Once I give birth I will post my weight.
Here are some basics that are going on in my life.
My grandparents adopted me when I was 12 years old, however, they have had custody of me since I was 3 months old. I see my mom everyday. I have a little sister, we have a different dad though. My little sister gets dropped off at my house after school. I do not see my father, he walked out of my life when I was 8. I have a sister who is two months older than me, we have a different mom. I see her once a year, at the most.
I am single, but "talking" to this really great guy, we'll refer to him as Fluffy, because he has fluffy hair. I'm hoping after I give birth, we can be in a relationship. I really like him and he tells me he really likes me too.
So, all in all, until I give birth, this is just going to be used as a little diary.